Mother fucker, i dont need this shit, you jus need to get on the floor. Stop breathing, die for all i care, i dont need you, i dont want you, everybody hates you!
hahaha im not even in a bad mood. jus wanted the starter to sound like it. ugh. today, i was supposed to go to lousiana to spend christmas with the family on my dad's side, but lookey here, the flight was CANCELED cuz of some fucked up weather in DC, where our first flight was supposed to take us. they didnt even get that much snow!!!! Not as much as groton got, and even that was little in comparrison to some of the places here in connecticut. talkin to my ex again....he and i have been goin through some tough shit....we didnt speak for almost a week cuz i was joking and said i got high, and he was like,"dont talk to me" and i was like wtf cuz he had been a druggy years ago too and hes a drunk now....so i thought he could take a little joke, but no, he stops talkin to me, and before that he called me a pot head, which in turn made me so pissed that i told him i never cared bout him, when in fact i do care a lot bout him, its jus really hard for me to show it sometimes. he jus makes me so angry sometimes, and i jus blow up on him, and hes the only person in the entire free world that makes me do that. it makes me angry, cuz i dont wanna b subjected to someone like that, and it makes me feel like shit after i blow up on him, even iof i dont wanna feel like that in the first place. he has no idea what kind of power he has over me, it makes me angry jus thinking bout it...ugh...
