this is like a poem/song, i tried but it still blows, i never be as good as other people around here. same routine, you see something that needs improving post a comment and i'll make changes....
this thing in me, this curse, it wont go.
its shows aggression, mercy... it wont show.
help me, help me i want to wake up.
only to see that with him i am stuck.
his rage, his anger, it violently explodes.
but i wait for the moment til' he goes.
this beast within is a nightmare.
fear is sure with his devils glare.
me, i am this beasts host.
from all his victims, i am his endmost.
i weaken, it's sure to grow.
why did i get him its something i wont know.
he's black with a bunch of horns to show.
this beast within it will never go.
he lives in me unrestrained without a lock.
this beast within it will never stop.
he's here to do the devils deeds.
this beast within on me it feeds.
he intimidates people to run and flee.
this beast within kindness i never see.
this beast within is a nightmare.
fear is sure with his devils glare.
me, i am this beasts host.
from all his victims, i am his endmost.
i weaken, it's sure to grow.
why did i get him its something i wont know.
countless victims still fall to him.
just as i seeked help within.
but he knows that i had help all divine.
he comes and lashes out, but still i feel fine.
my death is followed by his.
now the world lies in a peaceful bliss.
this beast within its all a past.
killing people with his mighty grasp.
me, i was this beasts host.
from all his victims, i was his endmost.
if i weaken, he was sure to grow.
why did i get him its something i will never know....
6/9/09 Dedicated to H. Engbloom
