something I wrote...
It's not a poem...it's just something that came to me one night... it helped me get over some shit...
One day I will be lifted out of this hole. This hole where you hold me down. When I try to lift myself out of this ditch you reach up and beg for me to bring you up with me. I will reach down to you, but it will be too late. I will already be out. you are in the dark now...alone. you have no one who will keep you happy, so you are miserable once again. I will miss you, I will feel guilty for leaving you behind. I will not take you out of that dark space for you have created it for yourself and only you can make the light shine again. it is up to you to find happines again....and I hope you do.. I hope you find someone who can make you as happy as you once were when you loved me....
